you ever just feel like the whole world is turning their back on you?




and how could someone just forget about another person just like that? so much for being "best" friends. (if your reading this its not you clearly)

I think I finally hate you...

I seriously just expect way too much from you. You are a fucking liar.



You lie, you lie through your teeth.
You wont let me down, you lie.
I deserve better than this.

I'm going back to friends only again.

For some reason today I was more tired than usual.

I went to work and got out two and half hours early. I was so happy about that. So I stopped by petco and bought doggie spray for daisy since shes always rolling in things and then smelling. I got home but then went right out to the mall. Bought the rest of Kristen's Christmas gift. Now I'm offically done shopping. Thank god. I'm happy I got it done early. I'm really bored and I have a headache. =/

My dads been away on a business trip since Wednesday. I hate to say it, but I did enjoy the time just with my mom. We're decorating the house tonight. :o) lol So fun!

I think I'm getting a C in Art History. I'm kinda bitter. I soo have to pull that up.

Um yeah. I think thats it. I'm off to make dinner for me and my mom.

<3

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I woke up this morning to a dripping sound. I got out of bed to see what it was and my floor was wet. Yes, my window is leaking and leaked all over the window and floor. LOVELY. Then the guy from our development came and said "yeah, its leaking" NO SHIT. ass hole ass.

I dont want to go to class today. I dont want to drive in this weather. But supposedly its going to stop by noon. We'll see I guess.

Oh yeah, why did I straighten my hair today? That was so dumb..

Last night was pretty shitty. In fact, my week has just been aweful. And it seems like I'm one of the only people that has class tomorrow. Normally I would skip it but its pretty important that I go. What a bunch of shit. *sigh* I dont know.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave
and fearless.
Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to
console others. Too generous
and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty
for praises.
Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when
provoked. Easily jealous.
Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly.
Independent thoughts. Loves
to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in
the arts, music and
defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance
against illnesses. Learns
to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and
caring. Loves to make
friends .


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I hate that I'm loosing touch with people. Especially Anthony. It just makes me sad that sometimes it happens that way. :(

Today was just bad. The only thing good that came out of today was that my research paper was great and I have barely any corrections to do on that and my English exam which I just chose not to study for, actually wasnt that hard at all. NO quotes, so thats always a plus!

Umm. Thats about it...

I had the biggest migrane last night which prevented me from sleeping. When I went downstairs to get advil I couldnt even turn the light on. It was the strangest thing ever. Thats never happened to me before...Maybe its stress?

I really dont want to go to class today, but of course I have to.

My dad is home from work all the week. Were putting up our christmas lights today because its a nice day out. But its waaaay to early to actually put them on.

Ok, time to shower...

After having a pretty shitty day, my night actually turned out really great. To sum it up...Delano me and kijo...dinner, ice cream, mike's house, bayonne to give Delanos mom her keys back, back to mikes and now I'm home. Yeah, I didnt really feel like explaining the whole night but it was great. Me and Kijo figured out we dont actually need alcohol in our systems to seem and act like we're drunk. lol. Fun night. I definitly needed the night out with friends. It kept my mind off some stuff.

Tomorrow I pretty much just need to study all day. I have an English and Art History exam this week and I need to do really well on both. So tomorrow should be fun...right. haha.

Oh well, I'm talking to Delano and then its off to bed. Nite..

Its really strange how much I love my job and wished I worked more days. But I guess thats better then a job that bores the fuck out of me and makes me want to cry every time I'm there. So thats good I guess.

I got an email about practice tomorrow. I want to cry, because I want to go and practice. And I probably would but that would just make not marching even worse.

Umm, ok time to shower...

I absolutly hate having my period.




I used to think I had it good, but now I know that I misunderstood.

I'm not marching this winter. It's finally official, I sent the email to PJ and Cindi today. I'm so sad. I wish I could. But theres really nothing I can do about it. And I know this is going to be the worst mistake I make because once corps starts, I'm going to be so out of it, like beth and joelle were. I'm so sad. :(

its so nice when my classes get canceled. now i have the whole afternoon to rest and study a bit.

=)

Everytime I see your face, everytime you look my way it's like it all falls into place and everything feels right...

<3<3<3

i wish i had work today.

i went to the mall and got jeans on sale. thank god. i needed some. now i'm just bored. talking to delano of course. :o) me and kristen are going shopping in a little while so she can get an outfit for the banquet. yay!

this rain absolutly sucks! ah make it go away.

i hate when people talk just for attention. or they're like "omg! stop!!!" and say shit like that.

ugh. i just want to scream sometimes.